What you know makes no difference on the court

There's so much to learn about me, it's almost unbelievable. I learned something about the way I am with transformation. When I get something [usually insight] huge for myself, I go through a few phases. First, of course, I get it. Then I share what I got and get an amazing response so my ego gets it. Then my ego shares it in a bragging sort of way. Sometimes, not often -but often enough, my ego thinks it's better than people because I got it and they don't get it yet. Then something happens and I feel bad for making others wrong for not getting it. Then something else happens that makes me humbled by that same thing I got in the first place... I've been totally bragging about my being a chick/ people magnet. I haven't been sharing it, my ego has! I felt my "brag face" a few days ago while talking about myself and how much people love me. The problem I see with that, is that people think they have to rub or touch me to get it for themselves... like it's contagious. It's not inspiring until I shut my ego up and share it in a way that people get it as a possibility for themselves.